Jacob the Surfer

I see a teenage couple, The male energy comes through the strongest, His name sounds like Jacob. He shows me dipping his hand into water and watching the drops rain from his finger tips. I feel he is around 16.. He is showing me a surf board and the state of Florida. He talks about having a camera attached to his board so he can record the wave. He says he was messy and that drove his mom crazy as he laughs about it. He says "there was to much fun to be had to worry about that crap" He says thanks for always taking care of his laundry he says I would just wear what was on the floor eh.. who cares. He is saying he lived in his board shorts anyway. He is saying that he wants to apologize to his family for not spending the time with them he should have. He was so preoccupied with fun that responsibility and family life came second. He shows me leaving behind a younger sister who is now about 13. He says he knows how much she adored him and he loves her so much. He is saying that he wants his little sister to have a balanced life. he says he was an example irresponsibility and wants her to know to find and keep balance, He is also saying that she can be serious and he will nudge her to play. He is saying something about law school and to go for it. He says to weave the web of justice you will be great. He wants his sister to visit the water that is where he took his last breath. He is showing me that she can sit on the beach, gaze at the water and let her mind free. He wants her to know he is there and the place is safe. As i ask him about his passing he says Lets just say i hit the big one, it was amazing! He says he has never felt more alive ironically as he laughs. He says he wants his sister to follow her passion and use her gifts. He is guiding her and wants her to take some time for him. He is saying to mom that he still smells the dinners you make and enjoys meals with you all. He is talking about what i think is like a goulash dish, a family recipe that he loved. He is saying that he is watching over you all. He wants you to live life with joy, He shows me taking a spark of fire from his belly and passing it to each of you. He says this spark is inside of you and that all you have to do is fan the flame. This is my gift to you he is saying. he says He loves you all so deeply and that even though your time with him was short he knew how much love you all had for him. He is saying he wishes he would have showed his love far more then he did. He regrets not giving you all the time with him, he sees that you all deserved that and he was selfish. He says that from the world of spirit he can give you so much love and support and that he does so with all he can. He says I am sorry Mom, when you miss me remember the spark and know that I am with you, He says remind his sister of the same (ALANA?) He is not saying much about his father but he is sending love. He is saying he wants his sister to have his board. He says it will ignite the fire a bit higher. As he works through the feelings of loss she will feel more and more inspired he says.  He shows me getting on a surf board and paddling out on the water, He says what? I aint gunna stop just because I am here, this is my heaven. He says Love you guys, time to catch the waves, He is surfing off.